So, I have survived Thanksgiving. I hosted my family and it was a success. I enjoyed cooking dinner and hosting my family. It was nice. The only downside was that I was exhausted today. But it was nice to give my mom a year off, so it was worth it.
I’m a bit tipsy at the moment. (Surprise, surprise)
I met my boys out for drinks and am really feeling it. I haven’t been out in a while and am wondering why. I’m thinking it has to do with my recent weight gain.
I know that Jay loves me no matter what, but I miss how cute I used to be. I used to have this cute figure and had confidence in any situation. Now I’m obsessed with what I’m wearing and how I look.
I saw pictures of myself 3 years ago and I was sad to see how much I’ve changed. I’ve traded the loneliness I had for, what I’ve donned, my Buddha belly.
Today I ate the equivalent of one whole pie. And though it was delicious, I know I shouldn’t have done it.
A change is needed and I’m not sure what. Just as long as I can keep my cocktails. Afterall a girl has her limits.
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