Days til Wedding: 156
I haven’t been as focused on the wedding the past few days. I think I’ve started to calm down. That and I have other things on my mind like my book proposal, a new weave, and Halloween.
I’m hoping to complete my proposal while I have time off from work this week. I’ve got seven pages so far. Just need to wrap it up and finish my sample chapter.
I’ve also replaced my usually short tresses with a long flowy weave. I thought I’d try it out for the wedding but have become quite fond of it. I think it’s also brought on a change in attitude. I can’t help but feel like a diva and have taken more notice to how I look lately.
I’m unusually excited about Halloween this year. It is actually one of my least favorite holidays. I don’t tend to enjoy making a fool of myself on purpose. But this year I can’t wait to get dressed up. Okay, I’ll be honest. I didn’t get excited until I discovered this awesome chubby girl clothing site that has the hottest costumes. So, it’s really the excuse to shop that has me excited.
I decided to go as goldilocks because it was the cutest and a bit sexy. Although frankly I hate goldilocks. What is the purpose of this story? That a pretty young self entitled blonde, who is hard to please can have whatever she wants and get away with breaking and entering with not even an hour of community service? If goldilocks was black she’d be doing 3 to 5 at the state pen! But I digress…
I since nixed the goldilocks costume because that would mean putting a blonde wig over my pretty new tresses. No, I must find another equally cute, yet slightly sexy, costume. I can’t wait to start shopping.